dum dum dum

I'm back in Provo after my weekend at home for Caila's wedding. It's so hot here all the time, it seems, even at 9am!

I have been here for almost five weeks now, and it's tough. I enjoy it a lot, and I have had some fun experiences, but also some not-so-wonderful ones. It's been a learning curve. How the heck am I going to make it four years here? I've been looking so forward to coming out here, and I am so happy I'm here, but there are some things that I just do not want to have to do for four years. I love my classes (minus summer team), but.... this whole college life thing isn't my favorite. I know it's going to be different come fall, which is grand and everything, and it'll be nice to have some of my friends close by, but I don't think I'll be that person that looks back on their college life as the best years of their life. Seriously, I have heard that from a lot of people.

Having said that, I really am so grateful that I am here, I just don't want to be here forever. You know what I mean? It's crazy what I did go through to get here, and what my mom is giving me. I am incredibly blessed, and I know that and wouldn't give this up for anything (unless some tragic thing happened and I had to go home to take care of the kids, but that's unlikely). Anyway, college has it's up's and down's. But that's life, and that's expected!

I am going to eat my oatmeal now and write a paper for my contemporary dance class. Bis später!